stand inside your love

8:05pm: Billy Corgan
go to this my darlings. trust me. its gooooooood stuff


http://www.bandbuilder.com/billy_corgan/index.php?ref_code=D60419

1:44am: Social Distortion and The Eyeliners
tonight, Me, Greg, Mike and Wendy all went to Davis to see Social Distortion. The Eyeliners opened for them. Social D was so awesome. I had a lot of fun. We got floor tickets so we got there a little bit early and just walked right up to the front and then the show started so we were in the very front the whole time. Except for these 2 drunk girls kept trying to push us out of the way and they were being all slutty and such. Other than that, these 2 girls in front of me were really nice and made a spot for Greg and I so we could be close to the band. They finally played Ring of Fire at the end and it sounded awesome. After the concert, the girls from The Eyeliners were just standing around and selling cds so they sold one to Greg for 5 bucks although they were really selling them for 10 and they signed it too. They are really nice girls. I talked a little bit to them and at least got to shake their hands. Anywho, I'm pooped so I'm probably gonna go to bed soon. nighty night.

1:08am: adventures of the posse
Jason sent me some of the pics of our fun adventures with the posse.





Mike is smoking! bad mike!



Matt, Lauren, and Walker at Club Retro

11:39pm: BILLY CORGAN
i NEED to see Billy Corgan. I have no money. Im seriously gonna die if i dont go see him at the Fillmore. :(

11:02pm: Im seeing Social Distortion
The other day Greg told me he bought Social Disortion tickets for June 8th so I get to see them soon! im so excited! It will be awesome.

Yesterday me, Greg and some friends went to Walkers for a bonfire and we just hung out, most of everyone drank. I have to admit, I did too. I never drink though. I am a little upset at myself that I did. I didnt necessarily get DRUNK but i did end up falling over in the field. I just had some Gold Shloggers and Smirnoff but ya. I didnt want Greg to drink because he was taking me home and my mom would be so upset if he took me home after he was drinking so he didnt at all. Greg was mad at me for a while for drinking but i was fine after a while. I dont think I want to drink now, because I wouldnt want to do anything to upset anyone and plus its just bad for you. Most of the time I was with Lyndi and Brie and we just had our drinks and layed in the back of Matts truck having girl talk and looking at the stars. hehe. that was fun though. Anyways, after the party Greg and I went to the park by my house and he took something out of his pocket that he has been making for me for a long time. He gave me a promise ring. Its beautiful. I would have never guessed he made it. Its all silver. Its not like we're engaged or anything but its more of a promise to be commited to me. I really love him alot. He's the best ever. :)

Tonight I was so bored because I had nothing to do and normally me and my friends hang out all night on Saturdays but Greg is gone for a few days and so is Matt so Josh and Lyndi and Cyd picked me up and went out for coffee and sat outside and watched people. it was fun but pretty cold outside. Gosh! i want warm weather!

11:28am: just some new pictures.

5:59pm: I'm so glad he's doing fine
This morning Matt picked me up at 9 AM. We had to go to CRC and Sac State to go return his books. I hadnt had anything for breakfast yet so we went to Del Taco. haha. Thats what he wanted. meh. oh well. it was good. Then we went to visit Greg in the hospital. I was so worried about how he was doing but we finally found his room. He was hooked up to IVs. I was sad to see him like that but also happy to see that he was doing ok. He was still a little groggy from his surgery. Actually he was supposed to get the hole in his heart patched up but the hole was so small that he didnt have to have anything done. I mean, they had to put a tube down his throat and up his leg to see his heart but they didnt actually put the metal plug in his heart so at least he will recover fast and he will be able to hang out and have fun. So, anyways, I'm back home now and Greg will be back home tonight so I'll probably go over there and watch his new ramones dvd with him. yep yep

7:58am: I hope he will be ok
So, today Greg is going in for his heart procedure. I was pretty nervous about it last night before he left my house because you never know what will happen. I'm just hoping he will be ok and they will fix the hole in his heart. I love him more than anything. Matt is going to take me to visit Greg in the hospital later on. Since he's going to be resting alot after his procedure I got him the End of the Century Ramones DVD, balloons, and a card. Matt is getting him a Chicken Soup for The Soul book. Anywho, anyone who sees this please keep him in your prayers.

4:32pm: some artwork from a show at Club Retro
I went to a good show last week and there was this artist on stage while the band was playing. His name is Adam Gross. He did the drawings within a few minutes and I was amazed. So I thought I'll post some of his work on here.

4:26pm: So today is beautiful weather outside. I'm happy about that. I like the rain but I'm really enjoying the sunshine. I went outside and attempted to tan but it got extremely hot and I thought i was about to die or something. haha. anywho, I'm going to the mall tomorrow with some people sometime after church so that will be lots of fun. Im bored right now. Greg is at work but I will probably go over to his house around 8 tonight. so that's where I'll be :)

3:13pm: I wish it was the weekend
I'm so excited for this weekend. Its only Thursday but I'm already trying to figure out what me and the posse are gonna be doing. hmm, maybe the mall in Sac or a show or somethin. I honestly dont care what we all do. We have fun anyways. Of course there's always Denny's. This weekend better be lots of fun because for the next couple of weeks Greg is gonna have to take it really really easy. He's going in for his heart procedure on Monday and I'm going to try my best to visit him in the hospital. I'm kind of worried about how it will go but I know he will be ok. There's always going to be a bit of worrying going on when it comes to things like that though. hmmmff! ok well I'm going to go make some cookies. That sounds good. Im happy today. Its a beautiful day outside.

12:27am: just a day of watching movies.
So today was boring. I was stuck here in the house with nothing to do. I ended up being on myspace for way too long and watching movies. I watch Nutty Professor and The Sandlot. Gosh, I love the Sandlot. Its one of my all time favorites. I saw Greg for while after he got off of work. That was nice. We watched some of Wayne's World because he brought it over. We cuddled for a while and that was about it. I miss him already. Right now I'm trying to figure out what to do this weekend. For the past couple of weeks I have been hanging out with some new friends. We all go to a show and then Denny's every Saturday night. Those are the days I look forward to most. Its so much fun. I'm glad I found some people that I feel that I click with and I can be myself around. Well, I'm off to bed... need to get some zzzz's.